My last few breaths..

The suffering I’m in today.. Come tomorrow I wish to smile this pain away.. For I hope not for living the rest of my life withering away everyday.. Can’t wait to snuggle up with peace now.. wanna retire from this dismay! Didn’t wanna live nor die this way… The suffering I’m in today!

Cancer it is.. could’ve been anything as my dying patients would say.. I knew it’d come to me too, but not this soon, as probably my nonverbal patients also hoping lay… How did I not appreciate that I could live, smile or dance even in rain until yesterday??For now to even take a bite, move or utter a word, my breaths last may not or may…

Life was perhaps beautiful.. whatever it was.. Too late for me to realize though.. regret to see that we live only once.. How I wish to just once more water my…